AARRGGHH!!

Ok.  That is how I'm feeling right now.  I'm so very tired and my brain is fuzzy and/or fried.  I was talking about things with my spouse that related to my kids and somehow that turned into spending the next 15 minutes listening to said spouse expound on my "qualities" as a parent and I ended up somehow feeling guilty for spending too much time with my children and treating them to too many outings and fun times and that they don't appreciate it (which they probably don't as all children are inherently egocentric and mine seem to have that to the n-th degree), etc., etc., etc.  I just have to vent for a moment and then I'm going to go check on each of the children, including the one who never seems to make it to their own bed and has to be peeled off the couch, chair, bean bag they are glued to when they go to sleep, and make sure all are tucked in and safe and sound before I go crash.  The problem is that my brain will still be going and I'm too tired to stay in here and I have yet to purchase a small computer/tablet/what-have-you for myself along with the software to let me dictate my verbal meltdowns so that I can have them freed from my brain so that possibly I will be able to snooze without them running rampant through my dreams.  Wish me luck.